I am so discouraged!

I am so discouraged right now.  I have all these plans and ideas and I am never quite sure how to make them happen.  I had such wonderful ideas for last night, I mean I was going to make it special.  Well, I don't think one thing I wanted to happen happend.  I didn't do anything special for Tim, which we hardly ever do,but which I would love to do, but one thing leads to another and nothing gets done.  I had this great idea to take flowers and balloons to the kids at school, but apparently its in the HANDBOOK that  you can't do that.  Who reads the handbook anyway, not me~! So that made me mad and then I wanted to make these certain kind of cookies and I screwed those up and then as much as I really don't care I was alittle sad when Tim didn't even have a card for me.  So to fix all of this, I just laid on the couch and had a good cry.  I don't know if I will ever figure out all this stuff but atleast I have kids who love me and a husband who loves me, even if he can't buy a dang card! Oh well, today is a new day, a beautiful day filled with new and beautiful possibilities, so my plan is to make the most of today and keeping on keeping on!  Thanks for listening and being such good friends!